I'll be just fine.. Pretending Im not

Fun filled day!

2005-06-12T01:52:54Z

Today was good...or shall we say so much motherfucking fun!!! :)

Went to Nikki's and Trevors Graduation Party!! Well...when we got this it was like 3216721million degrees outside... The Crew played some volleyball and then we got really hott and sat down. Then I really wanted to go and "try" and play some tennis...and So I made them all get up and play with ME!. Well After watching Nikki and Sarah try playing...I thought yeah I think I could play...but belive me I SURELY CANT!! haha...I missed the ball alot..and cant serve worth shit. Raina Nicole Johnson is goin FUCKIN PRO BITCHES!! hahah But yeah then it started gettin stormy out and went to hurry and get something to eat...and then all the Seniors(( or shall we say Graduates)) through water ballons at all the Sophomores :)

Then Me and Rainy wanted to go play softball with a wiffle ball thingy maaabooober. Well we were playing like retards with just Four ppl...and then it started raining...so we're like what they heck...we're all hott and sweaty anywaysso we stayed out there...and acted like Dorks and danced around and screamed as loud as we could..Lol Then we went up and put our shoes up there...and then when we went back down to the field...Cj Trevor Chuckie Charlie Nikki Brittany were all sliding into second base in the mudd...so me and rainy decided what the heck and did too!! It was fun!!

Okay

and then yeah...I dont feeel like typing anymore

so Ima go talk online!

Bye bYE Nuckas!!!

Peace!

Deff Goin crazi!

2005-06-10T02:50:49Z

Bleh Bleh Bleh!!!...ehhh....yeah......

Never Know whats goin on anymore...just cant take it..

Deff..Like you more than you'll know! : )

beautiful_mess6 @ 2005-06-06T12:55:00

2005-06-06T16:57:30Z

I’ve got another confession to make
I’m your fool
Everyone’s got their chains to break
Holdin’ you

Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn’t have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I brake loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can’t choose
I swear I’ll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...

Oh...Oh...Oh...Oh...

Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
The life, the love
You die to heal
The hope that starts
The broken hearts
You trust, you must
Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

I’ve got another confession my friend
I’m no fool
I’m getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new

Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I’ll never give in
I refuse

beautiful_mess6 @ 2005-06-05T23:03:00

2005-06-06T03:08:23Z

Yeah today was really boring.... Woke up at 3:30...and then went out with Mom and Grandma for a lil bit... ( ( that was pretty damn boring I must say))

Raina Nicole called me on the way home.... We talked forever and forever!. Lol and yeah... We were gonna go to this club thing in CR at stingrays but decided not to...and then wanted her to come over but the rents where being bitchy again tonight and yeah so we were separated tonight, but Tuesday Im goin to her SOFTBALL GAME!! Aganist Crystal River! At Bince. Park in Crystal River... Which should be the shit cuz shes pitching!! Hell Yeah Bitches and my LOVELY Lauren Michele is going to meet us up there...and I think booger and Pickle are too! Who knows...should be a pretty good game..?

Yes Yes....Then later tonight I called Moochi Muah and then I threewayed our lovely Booger Bradley and we talked for about an hour untill the rents told me to end it....Bleh...we deff needa get together very soon...which I dont think will happened because she has thing VBS thingy at her church and then a mission trip thang and that will be TWO WHOLE FUCKIN weeks that we cant see her.... Its all good though!

Uggh I really dont like her...she keeps talking shit about me and dont even fuckin KNOW ME!! God damn! GET OVER YOUR DAMN SELF BITCH!

So fuckin confused its unbelieveable! It really is...I've never felt this way ever in my whole fuckin 15 years ive been alive...lol...It fuckin CRAZY SHIT!

Yeah...well I guess...yeah lol Ima end it here cuz I really dont have anything else to say!?!?!

Peace Out Nigs! Muah!

Muah to you! ; )

GREAT DAY and LAST NIGHT!!

2005-06-05T03:05:26Z

Yeah well today I finally came home!!

I love my Lauren Michele DeCoste like FUCKIN WOOOOAAAHHH Bitches! I miss her so much!! I really wish I could go to Crystal River!...So many awesome people there... but I only wish! Never get the permission I want from the parents...Ooh well ...We'll see how things go?

Last Night was great!! Had so much fun!! Gotta do it alot more...Laur its so fun when I hang with you...we totally connect on ever level and its awesome...and I think thats why we're so close!! I love you !!! Deff Hangin so much more this summa!!

Went to Sharlyns party tonight! It was fun other than Philly didnt go! and I didnt have my nig there with me...so it wasnt as fun as i thought it would be!! But I still had a good time hangin with Felt Jon Vikki and Michi!! My Best Buddies right thuurr hahah

Im sorry Kevin... I hate arguing with you...I hate fighting with anyone....i ugghg...idk...

Im FREEEEZZZINNNGGGG...I need to Rape Phillip!! I really feel the need to!!

Im out for the night!!

Later Niggas!

Peace

What a week so far!

2005-06-03T02:03:20Z

Haven't updated in awhile, so here it goes ;-D

I've been hangin with The Crew alot which is a major plus because we all haven't been together in a loonngg time! We went to Fanning Springs! I must say that my Fav spring so far! It was great we played some beach volleyball with some guys, then went diving down to the bottom of the spring((Anno and I)) and then we just hung and got some Sun!! YESSSAAA!!

Went Over to Lauren Michele DeCoste's house tuesday afternoon! Haven't hung with her in forever! It was great catching up with her I've missed her so much ever since she went to Crystal River! All the diff things and fun times she has over there makes me wanna change to CR but Ill miss Lecanto to much I think! Who knows! But then Raina Nicole came over and we all hung out and ate some PIZZZAAAAA!! Hell yeah Bitches!! haha..lol Then Jason and John came over and hung with us for a lil bit! We had some fun and then they left for the night! Rainy talked to Felt and then I talked to Kev. Talked till about 12 and then headed off to bed and then we all hung out the next day and then Tom took me and Raina home!

Later that day I went to Lisa's party and I hung with all my BEST FRIENDS!.... We played capture the flag and Manhunt, went swimming, fought Philly-up my home dawg and then just hung out for the rest of the night. Chuckie picked us up and I was gonna spend the night with Anno and Michi but had to get up early this morning

Dentist appointment thing morning and it was at like 8:30! Got back at like 9 and then fell asleep and didnt wake up till 3:50 this after noon. Then just sat on my ass all day and Talked to Philly online. I think I should have Molested him last night at the party I had the perfect chance to take advantage of him body!! MUAHAH lol Love that boy!!

Well It seems mother is in one of those moods tonight and is nagging me to get off the "DAMN COMPUTER" lol!

So this is where I part from you tonight!

Goodnight all! Muahs to all!

Why you again?.....

beautiful_mess6 @ 2005-05-06T16:33:00

2005-05-06T20:50:55Z

I Love my Raina Nicole Johnson!!!! GoD GO FRICKEN GET YOUR OWN DRUG DEALER!!!

Going to Relay for Life tonight.....Gonna be FRICKEN SWEETT ASSS man...cuz im going with my Girls...mICHiaNNorAINa!!!

But before were going to see Manda Frys musical play thingy mabober at the CPA . Well Phillips going...but i doubt he'll even notice im there...although he asked me if i was going...but still...it makes not diff...i could never be good enough for him...?

Talk to my Lovely Lauren Michele DeCoste last night!!...Shes my BESTESTESTESTESTEST friend EVER!! I miss her LIKE WOAH!!

YEssss well i needa start to pack...for tonight and junk!! so...bye byes!!

Yes i really still like you Phillip

...when the bliss of feeling...

2005-05-02T21:04:55Z

Well I must say that I LOVE GIRL SCOUT COOKIES!!!!!!!!!!

But anyways yep... today was a day I suppose!?!?!Lol Cant complain! Didnt read at all this weekend....BLAH!!! Of couse knowing me..I left my GE book in the Track Locker RoOm! GOOD JOB SAM! So yes we had a reading test like everyday and I failed it!! Very angry about that too...so Tonight I have to read 5 chapters to checkup with everything! ; )

I Love my Raina Nicole Johnson! I can honestly say that she is my best friend!! Ekk...we DO FUCKING EVERYTHING TOGETHER!! We have every class together other than 1!! haha...thats when she has the sexy Mr. Rarie!! ; ) Haha right Raina! Then we came up with some nicknames today!! haha THAT WAS FUCKING GREAT!! Racoon Eyes, Hyena, Bear, Squarrel, SKUNK!! haha!! ($%&($*^&...Skunk is approching you, I repeat, THE SKUNK IS APPROCHING YOU..#(*%&)$%& Damn we're some Bitches haha!! My fuckin sister right there.... As we walk by this girl...they might have deff hair colors...but I sware they're sisters...they look just alike! Not really hun!! haha This weekend!! Yes Its gonna be wild with Stew and Mike!! ; ) Sam |n| Raina

Best Friends Forever

Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah BlahI really like PhillipBlah BlahBlah BlahBlah BlahBlah Blah

Im really in the Mood today for the COLOR blue!

Well Talked to mom today about Me goin with Krystal to state...and it was a TOTAL NO!! You needa be in school to bring your grades up Blah BlahBlah BlahBlah BlahBlah Blah i was like OKAY WHATEVER! Lol... Yep but shes lettin me go to Relay for Life @ Lecanto!! Yes!!

Yep well I better get to that reading of mine!!

liking.you.a.lil.more.each.day.</3

Herrrmmm

2005-05-01T21:44:21Z

Herrmmm...well Ive been workin on this damn Short story shit for about 5 hours straight! Bleh! Quite boring I must say!!

Found some bad New out today...! I was very sad at that point and my day started going buhbye because thats all I seemed to think about!

Kevin Got back from state today! They didnt do so good their he said. I looked up the stats...it wasnt very good either! :( Krystal told me today that her mommy said most likely I can go to state with them!! I was like SCOOOORRRRREEE I love Krystals mommy shes just a cutie! awe and her mommy has a Boyfriend now...isnt that like the cuttest thing! : D That was a highier point on my day!

Then Raina Nicole told me that she was going to Gator camp this year! I was like ANOTHER SCORRRRE FORE SAMMM! haha lol... So were rooming together which is gonna be so grand! Cant wait till Gator Camp..its gonna be the fuckin shit! Second year in a row...loved it last year and im sure its gonna be grand this year!! I cant wait till Volleyball this year! EKKKK its gonna be grand although we're losing Tara Tiff Nik Nik and Vino...but I think will be good!

Well...yes...we dont have that much longer in school and I really needa pull my grades up! there not doin so good!

But yep I gotta get working on this damn paper!

Really Like yah Phillip!<3

Whats up fuckas!!!

2005-04-24T00:03:46Z

Yep....well I havent posted in a couple days...so yea...! We had districts Thursday!!! The girls team altogether ended up 2nd and the guys finished 4th I believe! Congrats too all that made it to Regionals!!! I Missed it this year by 1 Stinking place! Ooh well theres always next year! Man o man!!

All I can say if that Quanesha Green((spelling Lol)) is fricken amazing in LONG JUMP!!!! WOAAAHHH and 200!! Man She fricken BLEW ME AWAY when I saw her jump!! Yep ! You guessed it she placed 1st of course!! But yep...all the things ppl were saying about her were TRUE!!!!

Lisa did great in the triple, 110, and 300 hurdles!! Very worried when she hurt her calf though! :/ But she did Great!! Maryann made finals in hurdles!! Yessa go Mary!!!ILU!! Annalise PR with a 7'6 in Pole Vault! Very Excited about that one!! Felton made Finals in 300 hurdles and is going to Regionals in it!! There are so many of you all out there that made it too Regionals!! GREAT JOB YOU GUYS!!! 4x4 girls team!! HOLY SHIT!! That was a AWESOME race!! You guys ROCKED so baddddd!!! Great Job!! Then the guys 4x1 team for beating the school record....Great Race Guys!!

Well Last night I went to Citrus Springs Middle for the Relay of life up there! It was Pretty fun. I was gonna stay the night but then my friend called and said there was no room in the tent that they were staying in so I couldnt stay the whole night till this morning at 12 but I showed up and hung with my LAUREN MICHELE DECOSTE and Haliey Roberts! Haliey is sucha sweetheart... Nice meeting yah! ;) Well me and Lauren went around and visited all our old teachers!! Holy crap Mr. Chambers!! If any of you had him last year!! Well all I have to say is that he looks totally different than last year!!! And his LIL baby Son was born not too long ago!! But yes that was all fun! and then I came home and fell RIGHT ASLEEP!! Very Tired from the night before!!!

Well I needa start working on my hw for the weekend!!!!

Man All I can say right now is that I REALLY like Phillip! ALOT!!

Well Bye Bye For now!!!!!

beautiful_mess6 @ 2005-04-17T12:13:00

2005-04-17T16:27:00Z

Woke up yesterday
with you on my mind
so afraid of running out of time
so come around again and i'll show you what i mean
And you can tell me
exactly what you need
and we can talk all night (we can talk all night)
and i will sing you lullabies (i will sing you lullabies)
not in every arrow is pointed straight at your heart
sorry for the time i said too much
i was so afraid that you would fall out of touch
and we can talk all night (we could talk all night)
and i will sing you lullabies (i will sing you lullabies)
not every arrow is pointed straight at your heart
so come around again (so come around again)
and we can talk all night
so come around again, so come around again
and we can talk all night (and we can talk all night)
i will sing you
lullabies

Confused

2005-04-16T22:38:06Z

Really confused at this point...I think I like him but then when I see this other guy Im always looking at him! Blllaaaahhhh GRRRRRRRROOWWWWLLLLL Lol! Idk I used to like this other guy during volleyball but It didnt go anywhere...and this other guys((dustin)) likes Rhonda ...so I mean its useless!!! I dont know!! Ekkkk.....

Yah well I went to Megans house last night! yessa Finally I went back to the Bradley's house !! Its been waayy tooo long! Yessa well Michi and I went to her house after our Mock District meet! I dont think Ms B was very pleased with it. But we'll see on Monday! I placed 2nd in the long jump...really wanted to get 1st but Lisa jumped really far and P.R for being sick too (( 15'8)) yessa no way I could have beat that yesterday with the wind and all! Great Job Lisa Im VERY PROUD !!! te hehe! Yess well back to Boogers House! Yess me and Michi of course showed up late but not tooo late...like we had thought we were. We meet Scotty(( guy that Megan likes and he likes her...ooo lalala te hehe)) and I already knew Kevin and Sophia but Michi meet them. We didnt smell too good after practice so we're like hey Booger were taking a shower! so thats what we did and we ended up noticing that we were really burnt! After the shower we ate and talked and ate and talked and ate some more and then decided to tru and fit 6 people on a fourwheeler! We did manage to do that but we were all a lil uncomfortable! Lol We were driving along the railroad tracks at night and like there are rocks along the tracks...well there where alot of bugs hitting my face...and then something like really hard hit my head...i was like OUUCHCCHH and everyones like what im like a REALLY BIG BUG JUST FLY RIGHT INTO ME!! haha Everyone started busting out laughin!! GOod time right there...we got back and its ended up being a ROCK that hit my head...and it like cut my forehead really bad...well not really bad...but bad! te hehe! Then I woke up at like 6 :30 this morning and I was so sick...so I called my dad and he came and got me...ekkk didnt feel good at all...and I slept like the whole day which flet sooooooooOOOoooo good te hehe

Well we finally started ready the wonderful book " Great Expectations" yessa((not)) Its is a very very very very very very lONNNGGGG book I must say. Now I have to read like 5054321654321 pages this weekend! And then start on the sutpid character log and vocab log also! What a GRAND class it is!

Well I guess I needa start reading....and I hope I can go to the movies tonight with Phillip! :-D We'll see!!! (( I hope though))

*Lil Mac ehn Cheese!(( as Victoria likes to call me))

If I should stay...I would only be in the your way...

2005-04-15T01:46:17Z

Well...Today for the first time since volleyball season I finally dressed nice! Whooaaa shocker right there...haha... Well im not sayin I dress like a bum everyday haha but I mean in like all girlyish! haha...I mean I dressed like i dont dress everydays...but i was wearing HIGH HEELS!!!!!! Lol...that should explian everything!! haha

annd iiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeiiiii will always love yooouuu iiiiiii willl always love yooooouuu!! haha Sorry i was just listening to Whitney Houston! te hehe!! Love that song!!

School was School!! The Norm..... ___ all Over ___...even though she told us she didnt like him! Me and Michi are FRICKN SMART BTICHES!!! We know these things...you cant just lie straight to our faces and then except us to not notice!! Kinda dumb on your Part! But I mean whatever Tickles YOUR Pickle!!

Goin To Megan Marie Bradley's Tomorrow after the Mock Ditrict Meet Tomorrow!! Yessa! Im kinda happy we dont have our Car wash Saturday but then again I love having car washes so thats a bummer! But Me and Moochi Get more time to spend with Booger! Yes!

Well Track Today we had Pictures... we had to dress nice of course! and we took a WHOLE BUNCH of Pictures te hehe... Michi Anno MaryAnn and Me did the See No Evil Speak No Evil Hear No evil Do no evil(( michi ws really excited about that one! Werent yah Michi!! Haha!!))

Then we went back into the Locker Room and changed into our uniforms and then took team and individual pictures with our track uniforms on!!

Then We went and changed into our practice clothes...haha I get a kick outta this though when I think about it...the guys took all of like two seconds to take their pictures but its always the Girls that take the longest because the always have to look perfect...we cant help it if our hairs blowing around everywhere haha! Well I might have maybe Jumped a 15' today at practice ....but im not sure...Coach Clark wasn't sure!

Well I think its time for me to hit the hay !!!

.......Deff GOin Crazy!

Boring Day

2005-04-10T22:19:50Z

Today was very BORING I must say!!

I've been working on this damn 15 page short story thing all day and its very very very boring!! Lets see, My mother woke me up at like 11:30! Ate like this HUGE breakfeast! Then I was like craving Chinese food, so I called Mommy when she was out shopping for Groceries and she picked me up some Chinese! I had Beef Lomein!! and Two Egg ROlls !! Yessaaaaa!!! hahahah Then I got back to work on the story thing and then My Megan Bradley Called me and we talked for awhile!!

After that I got online! I was okay...untill I saw Amanda Bass' info about me! Okay...you know what she's so fuckin immature...shes callin me that...holy crap..she seriously needs ta get a fuckin life i sware!! Callin me a fuckin DIKE...and she dont even know me!!!! Shes gettin her lil pussy friends to stand up for her fat self cuz she cant do it her self!!!!

Well anyways....im goin now....now that I let all of my anger out!!!! Im goin on a really long run i think!!!!

Love you All!!! Muah!!

I Like you Alot Dustin!

Woaahhhh Man!

2005-04-10T02:41:08Z

Yah well its been Quite awhile since i have updated this thang!! So ill try and fill you in on what is going on!

Well Track is going on right now! I am in Love with this Sport I tell you!! I Love it With out a doubt! Although its not my fav sport((volleyball is by the way))but i sure do love it! I P.R yesterday in the long jump! 14'5 yessa!! Im so proud although philly says i should be jumpin in the 20's i was like Ooh yah philly!! Lol! Districts are in like 12 days and I really can not wait till we go because im so ready...well not really but yah! Lol!!!

I really do not like my English Honors Class...she gives to much damn homework i sware....we just got done reading Romeo and Juliet and it was a pretty good story! Now we're working on a 25 page " Short Story" so called short story and yah well its rough draft is due monday and it only has to be 15 pgs then and i only have like 4pgs so far! Yah so thats not goin very good! School is going okay i guess....Im totaly hating George!! Hes so fuckin immature i sware i dont even see how i liked him so much! Now that i come to see the real him hes so fuckin immature its unbelieveable!! But ive moved on(( thank god))And i Like Dustin!! well things arent workin well with that....hes like totally obsessed with Rhonda...some girl that hes liked for a while now or something...who knows...but all i know is that yah! But Like i really like him alot alot alot!! But its all good!! te hehe!!
Yep...I really Miss My Megan Marie Bradley...ever since she went off to crystal river...last year...its not been the same without here around yah know...cuz you've had someone around for so long and then all of a sudden they just leave...

But yah..well i needa get back to this damn short story shit... but yah its not everything that has happened since i last updated but it will do for right now!

Love you all So very Much!

Quite an eventful day!

2005-01-23T04:57:49Z

Today was a very different day from others.... I woke up quite early at about 9 and right when i opened my eyes my mother was openin the door to my room... so she said that i needed to hurry up and eat, get dressed all the morning things but then i asked what for and she told me that we needed to take my grandmother down to Seabring cuz her brothers wife is very sick so we went down there and we stopped in visited with the family for a lil bit and then headed back up to our wonderful home!!!!! Man i was so depressed after we left...its like all the people that i love are either leaving me or dieing but i mean...at least their going to a better place than this hell hole!!!!! but ne ways... i finally go to talk to george today!! that was kinda a high point in my day...but yah and then i was just talkin to him and yah i lost signal..and now hes not pickin up his phone...and now he prolly thinks that i hung up on him which i didnt but i mean its all GOOD IN THE HOOD....lol!!!!

Well... now im talkin to Landon on AIM and hes not SUPPOSE TO BE ON LANDON AND I KNOW THAT HE READS THIS SO THATS WHY IM TYPING IT LIKE THIS SO THAT HE GETS THE POINT!!!!....LOL!!! Thats my BFF right thurr!!!!lmao! Landon!!!! he always has a banana in the morning and if he doesnt have that he has a orange instead!!! lol!!!! yah but anywho!!!!

Life is bliss!!!..omg i just got that like sayin thingy in my head and i dont know who always says that...its like someone i talk to everyday but i just cant seem to get the persons names outta my head!!!! ah!!

Going to get my Winter Formal dress tomorrow!!! Hopefully Georgy is going with me...he says hes not but i dont know if hes just sayin that to say it or what!! but who knows

beautiful_mess6 @ 2005-01-09T00:36:00

2005-01-09T05:42:31Z

I love LANDON!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhh!!!!!! lol BESTFRIENDFOREVER!!!!!

yoU LIKE MAGGIE....HEHE

Eating peanuts

2005-01-09T05:13:33Z

Yes right now im talkin to george about wether or not he trims down there!!!!!ahaha great convos we always seem to comeup with

Wonderful Mood!!!

2005-01-02T23:26:46Z

Man these last few days have been the best!! Hangin with my boy has been so awesome and i cant wait till we hang again. New Years Eve at his house even though i had to leave early it was still pretty fun playing capture the flag. Me and George findin Callie and Ty makin out in the woods and shin the flash light of them and then they find us and do the same...lmao!!! Great Times and then stickin the flag down collins pants so that no one can find it and then losing ne ways because the reached down in his pants and got it ne ways..lol But yah me and george had been out in the woods for like 10 mins makin out and every time we heard or saw the flash lights we would run..i think we about ran around the house about 5 times!!! Then going to the movies the on New Years Day and seein meet the fockers and me and george makin out the whole time and everytime we would get done then we'd look over and ty and callie are just then goin at it..lol! i love hangin out with them!!! I finally gave georgy his present and he gave me mine and omg!!!!! he bough me the best perfume it smells so good Ralph Lauren Romace and the day that we went to the mall me and momma were shoppin before they had come and all and we just happened to walk past the perfume section and asked the lady how much that perfume cost and it cost 49.50 i was like OMFG!!!!!!! i couldnt belive he would spend that much money on me and perfume!! but it smells so damn good!!!!!!ahhh!!!!!!! :-DCant wait to go back to school kinda...cuz i wanna see everyone and my boy but i wanna still be able to sleep in!!!

Ralph Lauren Romace...ha!!!!!

gOd I dOnT kNoW nE mOrE!!!

2004-12-30T18:36:14Z

wow last night was a night that i really didnt want to have happen but of course it did...

Well it all started when i had gotten online last night...and so i started talkin to george and then i asked him what amanda bass' sn was he gave it to me and i imed her and told her that she should stay away from george and that she shouldnt be all over him. and so then i left it like that and she started talkin all this shit...and then george asked me what was wrong and we were arguin like the whole time about this thing and then she goes well i could send you all these convos of me and him that could break yall up in a heart beat and i was like wtf and so i asked george about it and then i she sent them to me and i looked at them and it made me so mad that he talked to her like we werent even goin out OMFG i was fuckkin pissed off at him at that point and then i didnt even wanna talk to him ne more and then she was tellin me that she didnt want ne of it to happen and than yah she liked him and all but she couldnt change the way he felt about me and all so she said she left it at that and didnt make ne thing out of them talkin and stuff so i apologized to her and told her i didnt mean to blow up on her like that she said that she thought it would be the best thing for her to do is to show me the convos and tell me how he acts with her and stuff and so she did and that made me even more mad at her omg i dont even wanna talk about it ne more cuz its makin me so mad just at thethought that i had this whole convo with him and it was useless..and then after wards i talked to philly-up my best "guy" friend and i showed him what happened and he told me that he was an ass and that i should break up with him and have nothin to do with him which i was pondering that at that moment cuz of what he did to me and all!!!!!!!

But ne who i just got back from spring hill so im pretty tired...

Love yah George even though im a lil dissapointed

beautiful_mess6 @ 2004-12-26T15:02:00

2004-12-26T20:06:56Z

The Edgy girl plz rate =P

☻WhicH ( ( SeX / SexuaL PositioN ) ) ArE YoU ? (UpDaTeD n PICz) z74
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hehe

2004-12-26T19:57:48Z

What's behind those eyes? (what type of eye do you have..8 outcomes!)
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bored outta my mind!

2004-12-26T19:43:54Z

Just sitten her being bored...just got done talkin to landon...had a long convo on how he likes maggie and that she doesnt liek him but he likes her and that how the whole girls soccer team knows and by the first day back to school she is gonna realize that hes liked her the whole time and she didnt even know about it but i guess it just wasnt ment to be i guess...

I guess i have a big consious because like the other night i really wanted to talk to george but i had to get off early for some reason i have no clue why...but who knows and so i called him later after my parents had gone to sleep and i was talkin to him till like 1 in the morning and i finally told him about and all and i was like well i just wanted to talk to yah thats why i called yah and he goes well i wanted to talk to yah too and all but if your not allowed to talk to then she shouldnt cuz i dont want you to get in trouble and then last night i was so bored and i couldnt get to sleep and i had forgotten that i had left the computer on so i got online and i was talkin to landon and philly till like 2 this morning and i dont really feel guilty that i did it because i know im not suppose to be doin those things its just i was bored and its things that happen at that moment and i just didnt think about it till after the fact that i had done it....

but ne ways... i was yah know reading in my room this morning and then the phone rang and dad said he had gotten it so i was like okie doke and then he comes in and goes its for you and so i was like hello and it was annalise!!!...and i was like hey...and all and then she goes well me and michi wanted to know if yah wanted to go to the movies in ocala with us to see a movie and then i was like well let me go ask so i went and asked dad and he goes NO and i was like why not... were just gonna go see a movie and he goes well call your mother and see what she says and i was like well they wanna leave in like 30 mins so can i just go and then come home or whatever and he goes no and i was like wtf ...he always says oh well your friends never ask you to do ne thing and im like well no wonder because everything they ask me to do you always say no to...so what do you except and then i was like well i cant go i dont know why but yah and then she was like well its cool ill call yah later and we'll all get together this week and then i was like okie doke and it just made me so mad that he said no...and he always harps on me about never gettin outta the house i mean what do you except!!!!!!!!!

but other than that my day had been pretty boring!

Love Georgy!!!!!!!! so darn much!!! i cant belive that were finally going out although its been practically three weeks now im just so happy that i finally am with him!!!!!

well im gonna go do something!?!?!?!

People these days!

2004-12-24T21:59:30Z

You know sometimes i just cant stand the way some people act...one minute they act all nice and crap and then the next they go and talk all this shit behind someones back!!!!! sry just had to let that go...

And then the person that gets me so much is DEVAN...even though i hadnt seen her and like a billion trillion years... she just gets me mad sometimes.. i mean she knows how i feel about george and that i like him alot and then she goes and doesnt tell me that she has some movie thing planned with him im like wtf!!!!!...and she knew it would get me mad...if she didnt tell me that...and so she of course
doesnt say ne thing to me...so i find out from my bf..and he was like well yah would it be okay if i went to the movies with devan and im like yah whatever i dont care yah know...i dont wanna seem like im holdin him back from doin stuff with his "girl" friends... so i was like whatever i dont care yah knwo...but !!

IDK sometimes she just makes me so mad....!!!!!!!ahh!!!!!!!!

But ne ways...Cant wait till i see Georgy!!!

I finally got to talk to Erin !!!!!!!...ive missed that girl so much ....she just imed me like a couple minutes ago...she so cute!!! love yah girlie...

I miss shannon too...cant wait till they go to school with me again next year...ive missed these girls so much!!!...I love you girls dont worry about what them girls say about yah!!!

Im gonna make like a bread truck and hall BUNS!!!!!!!!!!

Simple just left!!!:-(

2004-12-19T20:55:24Z

Well i went over to laurens house saturday after noon. it was pretty fun..other than the fact that sometimes i just really wanna hall off and hit annalise in the fuckin face sometimes...!!!!!! ahhh she makes me so damn mad sometimes... like we were watchin a movie and i was just tryin to listen to what she was sayin and then all of a sudden i was like shhhhhh...and she was like umm...how about no and started talkin all again i was like wtf...but other than that the time i got to spend with everyone else was pretty awesome!!!...I got to talk to george today!!!!!!! Yah so simple was giving him a hint as to what he should get me for christmas so she was like well yah she likes yellow...and she was like namin thongs and shirts and SOCKS...lmao!!!!!..yah but then she goes well yah know every girl loves jewerly and he was like well what kind necklace earings ring...and she was like necklace...would be a pretty good thing to get her and all this stuff...it was a pretty good convo if yah ask me!!!...heheh...but ne who...im quite tired cuz me and laur were like well yah were really tired so were gonna hit the sack and so me and her slept in her room but like when we got in there we were talkin for like ever and then she was like well im so tired so i was like okay...nighty night...and so we both fell asleep...i was falrping tired dude!!!!!

Well im gonna go take a nice long nap!!!:-)

I heart Georgy !!!!!!